cry baby

Just watched the curious story of benjamin button and I cried like a baby..hadn't cried like that in a very long time I think. Crying with sobs is good, afterwards I feel lighter, even happier. Although I dont like to have reasons to cry like that, only acceptable causes are filsm or grey's anatomy, NOTHING else.

The countdown has begun, I have little over two weeks left in Geneva...To be perfectly honest, I just cant wait for those two weeks to pass. I am incredibly bored both at the office and after working hours, not much todo or many people left to do something with. Evelina and Carmen are great, but I miss so much Alex and Veronique and our morning coffes and silly jokes. We could really get each other and just couldnt stop laughing when we were together. Now things are different.

I dont want to get to know the new interns, introduce myslef, make small talk etc. What is the pont anyway? I am leaving in two weeks and there is no sufficient time to really get to know each other. And just having random fun with them, means nothing to me anymore, I am past the "erasmus" phase. I dont need to meet more new people from more countries of the world, I have already met too many.I d rather sit alone at a coffee shop or at a restaurant than have to go out with unknown people, pretending to like them already or be interestedin their story.

Somebody is in a good mood today.

However, I did have a pretty good start to the day. Went to the post office with Evelina and sent all my books etc, that I couldnt carry with me on the plane, to Athens, so a big source of anxiety is gone. And then, went to lovely"Le pain quotidien" for coffee and pain au chocolat, which is my favourite habit right now. For the past week I have been having one pain au chocolat every morning with my coffee. My ass is still the same size, I ll let you know inhowmany weeks its size will double incase I keep that up:P

Anyway, the pain au chocolat was just lovely, the capuccino impressive at sight(although didnt really like the taste) and the scenery...oh, well, it is pleinpalais, I always love it!

And then went back home and didnt leave my room for the rest of the day...which could explain my bad mood tonight:(

I llt ry to do better tomorrow and go out after brunch for a walk and to take some fotos of the city. I wonder where I could go...