ha!

What a productive weekend!

First of all, I finished my internship report, yeah!Well, my landlady and a colleague at the office are proof reading it and I have to add a couple of paragraphs, but it is essentially over!I ll sent it by Thursday and then I m over with studying, for good!I mean , I have my university deegree, pretty soon I ll have my masters deegree so its safe to say that at least for the next 3-4 years I am over with exams, papers etc.Now all I want to do is work, earn my own money and just be an adult:)Maybe in a few yeas i ll be bored and tired and then i might think of doing another masters deegree(maybe IHL..that would be nice..)but...I wouldn keep my breath about it!

I even managed to start applying for jobs and paid internships, last night so I am already on track.

All I have to do this week is send my report, work (it seems a slow week at the office) and on Thursday pack my stuff for Lisbon-we are leaving with Veronique Friday early in the morning, so that means i have 3 days of vacation ina wonderful, warm mediterranean city!!!I just need to remember pack my bathing suit, sunscreen and also find a one use camera, as my beloved ixus is currently being repaired, for a shitload of money i guess...Or maybe i could ask alex to borrow me his kodak.Although I would NEVER do that. But i can try.

Some more "great" news: the gorgeous guy finally replied today. I f he wasinterested he would have replied at least until Frday, so I kind of had my anwser already. But still today when I saw his name inmy inbox i completely lost it. I just yelled at Veronique at the other end of the corridor to come and funny thing is that she immediately understood what had happened. I made her openthe email and i even asked her to delete it and not tell me what it said, i was THAT stressed.

The reply was very polite bu tin the same time for me it leaves no doubt that it is a clear no. I had asked him out for a coffee during the weekend and he replied that i can judt pass by his office whenever i want. So he'e either playing stupid or he is realy stupid and he didnt get it. But I hardly think he is stupid, i only like smart guys:P

So now at least i know and i feel kind of relieved. Honestly, i didnt think i had any chance to go out with him, but i m proud of myslef that i tried and had the nerve to clearly ask him out, it is so not me i think!

Now...passo al prossimo, whenever that might be. I have been thinking lately that there is one person every year that i like in a romantic way. For 2006 it was my french boyfriend. For 2007 another french friend(remained just friend unfortunately). For 2008 it was nejmeddine. And for 2009...the gorgeous guy. So does that mean that this is it for 2009?Do I have to wait until 2010???No sex, handholding and brunches for me during 2009 either?

Shit.