I closed my facebook account!!!I have been thinking of doing it for a couple of weeks now but I couldn't get it through, I just kept staring at the deactivate button and then clicked on home button and..here we go again!
Today I finally did it, though it was harder than I imagined:PFirst u click onthe deactivate button and then it reminds you that each one of your friends will miss you (barbara is going to miss YOU), it asks you why u r closing the account(because I fucking spent too much time on it!) and then u have to type the weird letters so as that it will be sure u r not a robot...and then it's deactivated. But in the final screen there is ofcourse a reminder that you can reactivate it ANY time just by logging in as u used to do...so it's really easy to fall back into the trap.
I ll try to keep my decision until after exams, maybe i will reactivate it when i move to Paris.
Why did I do it?Well, 20th january is a milestone for me.Not because of Obama's inauguration ceremony, although i like the historic connection!
3 years ago, on the 20th january 2006, i started dating the stupid french guy.After exactly one year, on the 19th january 2007, he broke up with me, breaking my heart in a thousand pieces...i leave the details for some other time...Beginning the day i made the terrible choice of starting dating him, my romantic life has gone down the drain.Even as we were dating it was going down the drain, although i didn't realise it at the moment because i was so in love. Anyway, afterwe broke up I hadn't had a real, serious relationship..it's just flings or friends with benefits...and it has started to suck:P
Briefing completed, why do I choose this date as a milestone?Because i feel that finally this year i should start looking more seriously at my love life, or rather the lack of it. I also took the decision on the 20th to move to Paris for my internship, because that's when i learnt for sure i didnt get the internship in strasbourg.
And i also closed my facebook account, got mature enough and realised that i dont really need it and photo tags and status comments are something i can live without.I can also live without looking at other persons ohotos.I do it all the time and it's normal, that's why they are there for, but then i start getting depressed when i see beautiful girls with cute bf's and happy fotos kissing etc.I get really depressed.Even by looking at the fotos of my brother with his gf.I think i get most depressed with those ones.Which is weird.
But i m me and some times i take really weird decisions.
So i decided to make veeery big changes in my life. I want to go to Paris and be not another person, but a happier one. And because i only have litte more than a month to do it, changes must be radical.
So....i deactivate facebook. I start dieting. I continue my efforts for the new year resolutions, which i think are going well enough for now, although not perfect.
One of my major concerns(not prbl)is that i want to ameliorate my looks.I m not ugly, a lot of people actually tell me i m beautiful. But i feel like shit most of the time...I dont know if changing the way i look will help or if my problem is lack of confidence...
Maybe i should try to straighten my hair more often, because it looks very good on me.
And definately fight the last signs of acme(yes, almost 25 and having same prbl a s a teenager:P).
And loose some more weight.
Thats a good start!
Today I finally did it, though it was harder than I imagined:PFirst u click onthe deactivate button and then it reminds you that each one of your friends will miss you (barbara is going to miss YOU), it asks you why u r closing the account(because I fucking spent too much time on it!) and then u have to type the weird letters so as that it will be sure u r not a robot...and then it's deactivated. But in the final screen there is ofcourse a reminder that you can reactivate it ANY time just by logging in as u used to do...so it's really easy to fall back into the trap.
I ll try to keep my decision until after exams, maybe i will reactivate it when i move to Paris.
Why did I do it?Well, 20th january is a milestone for me.Not because of Obama's inauguration ceremony, although i like the historic connection!
3 years ago, on the 20th january 2006, i started dating the stupid french guy.After exactly one year, on the 19th january 2007, he broke up with me, breaking my heart in a thousand pieces...i leave the details for some other time...Beginning the day i made the terrible choice of starting dating him, my romantic life has gone down the drain.Even as we were dating it was going down the drain, although i didn't realise it at the moment because i was so in love. Anyway, afterwe broke up I hadn't had a real, serious relationship..it's just flings or friends with benefits...and it has started to suck:P
Briefing completed, why do I choose this date as a milestone?Because i feel that finally this year i should start looking more seriously at my love life, or rather the lack of it. I also took the decision on the 20th to move to Paris for my internship, because that's when i learnt for sure i didnt get the internship in strasbourg.
And i also closed my facebook account, got mature enough and realised that i dont really need it and photo tags and status comments are something i can live without.I can also live without looking at other persons ohotos.I do it all the time and it's normal, that's why they are there for, but then i start getting depressed when i see beautiful girls with cute bf's and happy fotos kissing etc.I get really depressed.Even by looking at the fotos of my brother with his gf.I think i get most depressed with those ones.Which is weird.
But i m me and some times i take really weird decisions.
So i decided to make veeery big changes in my life. I want to go to Paris and be not another person, but a happier one. And because i only have litte more than a month to do it, changes must be radical.
So....i deactivate facebook. I start dieting. I continue my efforts for the new year resolutions, which i think are going well enough for now, although not perfect.
One of my major concerns(not prbl)is that i want to ameliorate my looks.I m not ugly, a lot of people actually tell me i m beautiful. But i feel like shit most of the time...I dont know if changing the way i look will help or if my problem is lack of confidence...
Maybe i should try to straighten my hair more often, because it looks very good on me.
And definately fight the last signs of acme(yes, almost 25 and having same prbl a s a teenager:P).
And loose some more weight.
Thats a good start!
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